"Honest luv makes one's soul a reflection of the partner's moods.

And as a room seems larger when lined wif mirrors, so do the joys becum amplified.

And as the individual items in the room becums less clear and sharp, so does the pain diminish and fade, spread thin by the sharin.

That is the beauty of honest, true love, whether in passion or frenship. A sharing tht multiplies the joys and thins the pain."

-Jan. 01, 2005
In My Place... I'm Walking Away



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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Im On The Outside, and I'm Lookin In...
Rain is often associated with sadness. Melodramatic.. to sum even romantic. Yet... rain often evoke strong memories for me. Memories not associated with fallin in love or a romantic walk in the rain with an umbrella. Or even standing in the rain, facing the sky feelin the rain wash over your face, mixing with the tears so that no one can see that you are cryin. Its symbolic for me. Dark clouds coverin the otherwise blue sky, bringin in the darkness. Then it rains. When the rain stops, rays of sunlight shines through...
There are moments when I feel @ peace. When I am ridin.. or even sittin all alone in the middle of the nite. Always thinkin. Thinkin is sumthing that I always do. Plannin my future, always lookin for solutions to my problems. Of havin a better life. Bein a better person. Its like I am always finding the pieces of a grand jigsaw puzzle that i cant see. Reconnecting the dots, always lookin for sumthing to fit tht open piece of a puzzle. Wisdom, intelligence, compassion.
One thing always leads to another. Everytime I thought i hav found the answer, I would realize tht each answer would lead to yet another question. Life is never dull for me. Well, my life tht is.

14:10
Shah
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