Need medical attention.
Its been two days OJT @ ED. Life is hectic there. I am more mentally exhausted rather than physically. But I am happy really. This is where I rise up to the challenge. I'm not the behind the desk job in a cosy office type of person. There is never a dull moment there. No time to pause and take a breath. Xciting? U betcha! Stressed? U can bet on it! But I'm still wearing the kid's glove here, being closely monitored by a mentor. I'd be really lost wifout constant guidance from my mentor, not to mention the abundant patience that they hav. Well, one must learn how to crawl then walk and finally run rite? Of course there will be the occasional stumble and fall.
How can I describe the environment there? Fast paced and efficient. You hav to be constantly alert and quick witted as well as sharp, lest you want hiccups to happen. When I say hiccups, thts a gross understatement. I cant wait for my 1st day off on Sat. I've already planned to spend it as a treat for myself for the long hard week. Sumtimes I think I'm better off at my old werkplace coffeeshop. Relaxed.. i mean even the rush hour is not like normal hour here at ED.
Life so good so far. I want to believe that my life is heading towards clear sunny blue sky. Oh yeah tokin abt blue skies... I tried wearing contacts after so long. Hah! Fat lot of good that is... my master eye was blurred in such short moment... guess my eyes were like feelin oh so suffocated. I mean, I felt so tired... my eyes I mean. Its like as though I've been wifout adequate sleep for the past two days when I had been sleeping for at least 8 hours a day. My eyes were like so puffy and small. In the end, I juz stick back to my good old trusty glasses. But I cant deny though, that I look definately much, much more cute and good lookin wifout glasses. Haha.
I'm really lookin forward to the weekend. I mean, I better enjoy weekend while I'm still doin OJT.. coz once OJT's over I will be doin rotating sifts. Even though I do prefer shift werk, there were indeed times when I feel envious of Sundays and public holidays. But then again, I've been werkin sifts for the past two years and hav already adapted well.
Sumtimes, sacrifices muz be made. I hav always knwn that. U cant hav the best of both worlds. We must learn to turn adversity and obstacles in life into sumthing that we can learn and take advantafe of. Dun let the tears flow. Though I empathise wif u, remember that the most turbulent sea will end up in the most peaceful cove. Hang on to what u hav... remember your luved ones and be thankful for who and what we are. Though it is indeed hard, it is the hardships in life that we luv and appreciate the good things in life, coz we knw how rare that is. Nuthin good is forever. I always believe in the greater good, no matter what shit happens. Life is indeed complicated, the reason why I luv life so much.
"Everything always happened for a reason,
But itz juz sumthing we hav no control over,
And that's what destiny is.
But no more worries, rest ahead and go to sleep,
One day we'll wake up and this is juz all a dream"
Eminem "Mockingbird"
