"Honest luv makes one's soul a reflection of the partner's moods. -Jan. 01, 2005
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Private Emotion I sat on my bed, looking out my bedroom window as the sky grows brighter and brighter as well as the sounds of birds chirping grows louder and louder. I never tire wakin up early in the morning, either by my own accord or frm my fav mornin wake up call. I don't know... there's sumthing... special.. as though as there is always sumthing special that I can look forward to doin... like a surprise waiting to be discovered. Hmm... since when hav I rediscovered this zest for life? I used to remember I dread facing each day. Lets see... schedule for the day. General maintenance of household chores. Brakfast a definate must. Hmm.. I juz luv havin breakfast with either a cup of hot mint tea or strong coffee. Yup! Its a good way to start a day wif a good wholesum breakfast. Laundry... opening of a new bank account and then later in the noon will be shopping for my werkclothes. I've been procrastinating when it cums to washin my bike. Heck... in the end, it was the rain that washes of sum of the dust n grime. I really need to polish my ride up or else its gona start rusting. That's the cons of a cruiser bike. The many chrome plated parts is real nice to see when its shiny.. but a real pain in the ass to maintain it and definately hurts to look at it when its all tarnished. Today is my stay at home while doin the neccessary stuffs for me. General maintenance. I don't feel like goin out today despite its a Saturday. Sumtimes itz a real treat to just spend time at home. Home sweet home. Perhaps i'm just tired of always goin out. Go out in the mornin and return late at nite. There's nuthin like sum peace and quiet at home. Thx god its really peaceful at home these days. There were times when I feel home is a strssful plc to be. Really been enjoying myself these couple of days. Though my fishin trip on thurz nite was not that productive... the new spot that I went had many bites and lotsa monster fish, but the seabed full of snags. Lost like five rigs after the fish had taken it. Heart pain sei... not to mention its really demoralizing to loose a good fighting fish as well as the rig due to snag. In the end, we juz lepak near the mini lighthouse post and enjoy the beautiful view. Cant smoke ciggies? No problem! Seesha's the answer. Mango rosewood was exquisite. Real smooth and aromatic too. No stinkin nicotine smell. Must get me one of the seesha contraption. If I'm not mistaken Eddy used to tell me Mustaffa sells both the rig and its flavours. Imagine my mum's reaction if she sees that thing in my room... she juz might think i'm smokin opium or sumthing! LoL! Even maya was not complainin. We went back to El-sheikh... the ambience there still the best so far... even the staff there yesterday was much friendlier and hardwerkin. Nuthin beats a great chill out place and of course greater company. Maya was absolutely stunning.. I was glad that I was in my better attire... haha. I hav officially relinquished the S4 back to my fren. I guess I'm still very much attached to my cruiser. I don't knw... emotionally attached to my ride. She's done so much for me... never ever lettin me down. Despite her lack of octane power, after all, she IS a cruiser. Cruisers are not meant for speed. I can still remember the day I got her. I walked into the workshop and it was as though she was there waiting for me. Its as though she was kolin out to me... all bright and shiny. Even her number was the year of my birth and the year I first stepped into secondary education... and her last alphabet was the place of my birth. Fate? No mater what happens.. I will never let her go.. even if I ever were to drive or get better and stronger ride. Lotsa things happened lately. So much and at times I'm at a loss. But as always, I approach one problem at a time and juz take it as it goes. Its unproductive to worry abt it incessantly. I try to foucs more on finding a solution rather than think of it as a hindrance or obstacle. Its just like riding see... there are more than one way to a destination. Its strange really. Its so easy to see the solution to other ppls problems but when it comes to my own problems.. its not as easy as u'd think. I can only hope that I learn frm all my observations and life experiences. "There is only one thing more painful than learning from experience and that is NOT learning from experience" - Archibald Mcleish
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