Good morning glory...
Its really wonderful to open ur eyes to wonderful blue sky and the pale rays of the early mornin sun. The air is so refreshing these days.... hmm.. could it be tht my black tarred lungs hav cleared? Ahakz... well, frankly speakin, i dun really regret quitin smokin even though I hav missed the Muharram challenge. I liked teasin Maya tht I should juz start smokin again n drop it next year's month of muharram. The reason why? Well, those fortunate smokers who manages to quit during the month of muharram stands to win 15K if they manage to stomp tht addiction. Well niway, I was juz kiddin. Its for my own good and I guess I'm gonna classify myself as juz the very occasional social smoker. Who knws... I'll totally be a smoke free person.
Personally, I'm glad tht I manages to get over the worse of the withdrawal. Man... I was like tryin to cough my lungs out and my breathin was like Darth Vader. No i'm not exaggeratin. I was havin a bad asthma... it hurts to draw breath and I was so deathly afraid tht I hav to depend on the inhaler for the rest of my days... or worse, regular treatments for my asthma at TTSH. Oh yeah, I musn't forget tht I hav an appointment tomorrow at TTSH. Hmm.. I muz be a fan of tht hospital.
Niway... every mornin, all my problems are like so far away frm my mind. I mean, its such a wonderful mornin to be wasted wif me still dwellin on all my never ending probs tht's always on my mind. Mind over matter... so I focus instead on all the small things in the mornin like listenin to the sounds of the bird, inhaling the sweet fresh air by the lungful and of course... makin breakfast while listenin to Channel News Asia's mornin update.
I want to believe tht despite all the hardships I hav to endure... there will be peace n happiness at the end of the road. Good things cum to those who wait. For now though and every mornin... I am at peace with myself... far removed frm all the troubles in the world. I cant wait for my mornin wake up call...
