"Honest luv makes one's soul a reflection of the partner's moods. -Jan. 01, 2005
And as a room seems larger when lined wif mirrors, so do the joys becum amplified.
And as the individual items in the room becums less clear and sharp, so does the pain diminish and fade, spread thin by the sharin.
That is the beauty of honest, true love, whether in passion or frenship. A sharing tht multiplies the joys and thins the pain."
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Blue Sky, Dark Cloud
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Times fly by so fast these days. My S4 is on loan to my riding mentor... he needs it more than i do. Besides, as powerful as the S4 is, i hav yet to fully adapt to its riding habits. Powerful acceleration.. plus i'm more to the short side.. thus i do hav sum problems reversin tht beast. LoL!
'Sides, my back always hurt aftr ridin it. Perhaps a not so subtle reminder of tht fateful nite...
Niway, lotsa things had happened since my last entry. Been doin lotsa chores.. after all, raya is cumin. Though I lack the enthusiastic festive mood, tht doesnt mean i can shirk frm my responsibilities. Responsibilities.. i so hate that word. But hating it doenst mean tht it will go away. Neither can i run frm it. Time management again is definately a must. I muz knw to devide my time between family responsibilities,werk and of course leisure.
Evryone hav their own secrets. I've stumbled into few that makes me sumtimes wonder if ignorance is indeed bliss. But cum to think of it.. nobody wants to be willfully ignorant. Ignorant are fools.
Nature abhors vacuum.. and i abhors bein ignorant. And whn tht happens... i seek answers.. only to be reminded again the price of tht knowledge. But I am no stranger to pain.
I am one who always try to look on the bright side...tampered wif juz a lil bit of dark cloud.
Sigh... there's so much tht i've always wanted to say. Exercise my personal demons and ghost. Empty my closet and start afresh. But I knw... nobody is perfect.
I am one of them. One who always make mistakes. But not always, everything can be forgiven. It has to be earned. Even if it earned... there's always the long to redemption.
The sky is always so high... the clear sky is so blue. And when it rains...